2. I think my knee is okay now! Just did a short slow 800m and it went out and came back fine, even though i was panting at that speed. It sucks when you've to building up all over again.

3. Msia was good, spent lots of $$$ and bought my pull up bar. It's safely hanging outside the junction of my rooms now, so every now and then, i'll just do a pull up! AWESOME.

4. Going to church for the first time this year on sat!!! CAUSE IT'S CHRISTMAS! I hate myself cause i've been wanting to attend a permanent church since ages ago, and i never get myself to it.

Last but not least,

5. TO CAT: i'm so glad everything's fine. You know i teared after reading your blog post, cause it was so touching. I really can't imagine how things would be like when you've someone close to you in that operating theatre, and all you can do is to wait for the minutes to pass until someone comes out. I HOPE YOUR BRO RECOVERS SOON!!! :D

And this brings me to my other point.

I MISS MY GRANDPARENTS DAMMIT. I've never been close to my mum's parents cause i don't actually get to interact with them much, and also because my heavy heart have been bearing grudges against them since i was young, and still is. I can't believe in my 2 years in IP, i've lost two precious people in my life. Have i ever told you that they're like my siblings to me? Since i'm the only child, they're the ones who entertained me throughout my entire childhood when my parents were busy working. Nai nai used to sing with me, pray for me, and she's the one who taught me how to use the chopsticks properly, which is the left and which is the right. And whenever she accidentally hurt me, she would carry me and pray oh so silently. Ye ye's my hero. He really is. And i can assure you, he's the best grandfather/father anyone can find. Despite old age, he still chauffeured me around, back and forth my trainings, school, even up to my cedar days. Only until daddy decided that he was too old did he take over the chauffeuring task. And even before his death, he had everything planned. He made sure my daddy and uncle paul were able to find the information about our ancestors, and so he wrote out a few copies of our huge family tree, and even the address of our ancestors in china. And even though yeye is from an older generation, he practises impartiality, unlike ahem ahem (<--- so pissed at this person). And okay there's just too much to write up so to sum it up, he's the my bestest bestest bestest granddaddy i can ever ask for :)

Oh yes, and there's something i need to say here. I was so ignorant last time that i didn't grab the opportunity to apologise to my nai nai. The truth is, and the reason for her amputation is me. I'm so sorry that you've to go through all that pain because of me, and i'm truly sorry i didn't show enough concern and love when i was given the chance. I hope you're still happy now (: