you think idk that it's gonna pull my whole average down?

you think idk that i'm inferior to my classmate you like the most? (comeon, i've always been okay.)

you think idk that i'm stupid to fail even econs, which you think is the easiest subject on earth?

you think id feel upset failing in EOYs?

you think idk that i didn't put in enuff effort in this subject?

you think idk that i've used the wrong method to study?

wtf seriously. and you expect me to be able to study chinese after putting me through this turmoil? seriously, no. i won't. the more you emphasize, the more i'll think bout it. if studying is that easy, why didn't you get all As back then while you were busy flirting with girls? and honestly, don't insult my seniors who scored D for gp. try getting an A yourself. i can help you go back in time.

i'm gonna cry all my tears out to make you feel guilty and miserable yourself. thanks for doing this to me. and no matter how much you apologise, it's gonna leave a scar. i've never failed in an exam before and this is the shit kinda words i get from you. so much for studying psychology.

and thanks for adding "see even after you stopped training for your exams, you still get this kinda grades". I'm glad i said "that's why i'm gonna train everyday even though i have O levels." and i don't regret it. Training's always the happiest time in the day, and i'm sure that goes out to many of us.

and well, there's a plus point to failing today. At least my friends did ask me to cheer up and at least it's a confirmation that they still cared. It's the first time they've ever said "don't be sad" to me. && well, to daddy, the person you like most owes me 50 bucks, i'm richhhhh.