Well, it isn't a good way to start off your exams with panic.However, that was just how it started off for me.
History was disastrous as i was faced with mounts and mounts of nervousness and was panic-striken when the question approached. It is a simple essay in fact, if we looked at it from a normal person's point of view. Panic had me going against what i feared most. There were two parts to the ques, a) and b). I only answered a), b) left me stumbled for words and evidence that i couldn't think properly. With the clock ticking away, and time running out, i really couldn't think. It's my second time panicking like that. The first happened last year, math test II. That was a test, and this is an exam. Sigh. But well, it's just gonna reflect badly on my grades that's all. However, it's a good lesson learnt, i should not panic. I'm just sad that this would reflect badly on my grades for IH, amongst others. Sigh. I regretted it, but there's nothing i can do now. I just have to look forward, and hope that it won't happen again...
EOY Day 2: LA P1 and 2
Words cannot describe how doomed i am.I wonder why i made so many mistakes this year.
Today, i chose the wrong ques for essay! So i was doing ques 8 for like 30 min, and suddenly, my heart just asked me to look at the other questions again. And to my surprise, ques 9 was on science and tech. maybe it's God's will that he wanted me to do question 9. Haha, but well i think i went out of the requirements of the question, didn't really address the question, or rather interpreted the question wrongly. Plus, my examples were all crap shit. It just came out of my sheer general knowledge. sigh. this year isn't a good year. i swear.
Plus, tomorrow's the chinese paper, i haven't even started studying chinese. omfg. i'm so dead. Plus, it's not like as if my chinese is so good to the extent that i don't needa study for it. Gah.
Compre and summary was well, on identity. haha i was so happy when i saw the passage, cause to me, it's the only topic i can really comprehend. But well, i screwed my AQ up. I didn't even have a point for AQ. I was like rambling on and on about what the passage said. haha, so well, if i can even get 1 mark for AQ, i should be flying high up in the sky.
Well, hope i don't choose the wrong topic for chinese tmr, and i don't panic.
Sigh, something's wrong with me this year.
It seems like it just isn't my academic year ):
EOY Day 3: Chinese P1 and 2
HI.
Chinese as usual, was disastrous. No biggie.
Oh well, at least i was the only weird one who did yan jiang ci for ying yong wen. :S Not that i didn't want to do the easier choice which was gong han, i just didn't know what something meant so i couldn't write it. Well, hope i actually answered the question for yan jiang ci. I have a very strong feeling i actually went outta point. Hmm, not sure if my compo is alright too, cause i'm not sure if my topic is acceptable or not. Sigh. Living on the fence now.
One thing i'll need to buck up on is the paper 2. Seriously, i forgot the feeling of having to choose words for zong he tian kong that i'm actually 100% certain about. Nowadays i don't even know what i'm choosing. What's worse is, i don't even know what i'm writing for the li jie wen da. And while everyone comes out from the exam hall all cheerful and happy that chinese is over, i think i'm the only one left with the misery of having to think of how badly i am going to fail.
EOY Day 4: Chemistry P1 and 2
Sigh. No words can describe how disappointed and depressed i am.Like i thought that paper 2 was freaking tough, and i didn't even know what i was doing. I think most of my answers are wrong, recalling it now makes me wanna break down.
Chem has always been one of my better subjects, but not now ):
Paper 2 was just disaster for me, though others said it was okay.
Paper 1 was alright to me. Though i don't think i'll do well overall since i also screwed up my QA.
Oh damn it, seems like this year just isn't the right year for me.
With all the stupid banging and drilling of walls, it just adds on to the misery.
EOY Day 5: Biology P1 and 2
HELLO by SHINee (:
Bio paper today was so much better compared to chem, to me at least!
Though it's not surprising that it may turn out bad, at least it's a motivation for me to press on.
I totally can't wait for the day when i can actually start swimming and running!
It's gonna be so tough but i guess i've been waiting for this day since a month ago!
There's gonna be open house on friday, training before that, and well, maybe sentosa on thurs with the swimoos! (:(:
It's physics tmr and math the next day.
I don't expect much, cause my standard has dropped so i guess i should only be happy if i well, pass. Didn't practise much. ):
EOY Day 6: Physics P1 and 2
Physics was horrible!Argh the teachers are so evil. Even though Mr Boy claims that physics' gonna be easy, that ain't true kkay! Haha totally killed my brains hahaha but i expected it.
So i'm not really as disappointed as i am for chem cause like chem was suppose to be easy just that i screwed it up big time? Physics IS hard so it's okay if i screw it up too. Though, i gotta admit, those people who have physics tuition must have got an advantage. Definitely. I mean, suddenly they're able to do this ques and that. Hmm, must be because of physics tuition. So i propose to those who thinks they're lousy at physics to go get a physics teacher. It may really help.
Okay. I shall hope to pass physics!
EOY Day 7: Math P1 and 2
I'm more upset than disappointed this time round.I let lose of myself, i was complacent.
Paper 1 totally killed my math grades. And at most, i can only get 10/20.
And that's AT MOST. Gosh, i really regretted it.
But well, i'm not the only one. Their english for the last question was horrible.
Sucks.
Paper 2 was alright, i suppose. But i didn't know how to do one ques, which is like 1m.
Then went to Kallang with Alena to find the swimoos, and apparently, only 4 swimoos went for ice skating! Enan, Chan Yen, Wei An, Amanda. Hahaha
Then Enan, Wei An, Amanda, Alena and Wei jiang came over to my house to make like swim posters and slack around hahaha. At first we played the card monopoly but most of us couldn't get the game so we gave up entirely hehe. And weijian was like wheeeing with me over kpop hehehe. He helped stream Mnet countdown live for me ~~ Yippee!
Felt kinda bad that i skipped cross meeting for this heh. Ms Ng caught me outside LT1, yepp but she let me go in the end (: Ah,
IT'S ALEENA'S BDAY TODAY!!
Happy birthday girl!!! We shall die together tmr under the scorching heat. ahahaha, we shall die next week for trials too! But we shall work hard together train hard train hard!(:
Tmr's FAREWELL ASSEMBLY & OPEN HOUSE!
Eek, i'm gonna miss Lucas and Samuel! But i wish them all the best for A levels, they're damn smart and such cool leaders and role models. I'm sure they'll do well :D
Cross booth for open house is just like 1 table away from swimming, so that makes things so much easier for me, i can now place myself wherever i want whoopie! Argh, but there's training right after they dismiss us from assembly so like, i can't have lunch with jiamin!! NOOOOOOOO. Okay well, i shall take nice and numerous photos tmr!
Night everyone (: