After yesterday, i know why i'm in a bad mood!

because of chinese rts zzz :/

it's so weird right?

like i realise that if there wasn't chinese rts, then i wouldn't be so scared and worried.

afraid i'll fail. :( sighs. i'm like isolating myself from all my friends now cause i'm afraid i'll be too scary HAHAHA.

still in a really really bad mood.

and i don't think i'll be unless during training or sth, where i can really let my mind rest and focus on sth else other than work.

I need to find a solution soon!