There are just too many photos circulating around, i don't know which to upload :D

we played captain's ball and relay today, and ohmy, i'm super slow :( but i don't feel depressed at all. I feel like i've become somebody else, someone who doesn't have a passion for swimming anymore. It's not me to say that i've given up on swimming, but i'm truly having that mentality now. I losing all my determination and will power to do well in swimming and running, and i find myself thinking about another sport that i don't belong to. :/ i don't even know if i should join APSC considering the tight term 3 schedule i would have.

i'm so busy next week, i can barely find time for HBL work.

mon: JTS + movie @ cat's hse for econs

tues: SMP + last last last (and this one's confirmed) last last last training

wed: compulsory training at csc (like finally!) + smp (maybe)

thurs: SMP (sucks to have so many this week) + rox's bday bbq

fri: i remember i have sth on, but i can't remember what.

hmm, i hate it that i can't just chillax at home. at the same time, i don't wanna be a loser/loner and skip all the gatherings. which will leave me with no friends.

p.s to pinkett: :O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O:O shocked!