VA exam / 7.4.10
hello! VA Exam's overrr. and i'm so disappointed in myself. it's such a basic question, and my overly simplistic brain just couldn't solve it, how saddening. ): but it's okay, i'm sure it'll be fine. just hope i'll get an A, which is a 15/20. (i bet someone's aiming for full marks. simple as that, mugger!)

Haven't been able to do much homework, and the workload's killing me gradually. Slept at 10 yesterday, but i can't tonight, cause i need to finish a portion of my chinese booklet due on friday, and finish that last section tmr. I'm still left with math extension too. omg. this drowning feeling sucks.

Congrats to tcy for breaking his pb! (:
but it's so so unfair. how come he get to do improve and i'm stuck at the same timing since sec 2?! (sec 3 doesn't count cause i stopped swimming for some time due to a fractured wrist.) ok. i must make sure i break my pb also. haha, i already promised jl that i'll put in effort during training, no more slacking! hope it works... i'll be so demoralised if i don't improve okay. it's been sooooooooooooooooooooo longgggggggg. CANNOT.

did three 2:33 for 200m today! best training timing ever. (:
24 x 50m today was goood. 45s round. swam an average of 41s. first 16- 4 pull one breath. can't believe i pulled through.

btw, VA exam was so not an exam. so many people cheated. it's like as if they failed their whole chem eoys cause of their "self time extension". it's so unfair. but anyway, vip, it's not really fair cause ultimately, in my 1.5 years in there, i've seen countless people cheat. but that's the way of life in vip. all they do is try to get their best marks when in fact they failed in character.

need to be aggressive!!
faster faster faster!
aim: stroke rate of 45 during training (fyi, kaylynn's 54. omg, that's faster than my competition rate) sighs