think i should change swimming club / 21.4.10
didn't do pb again.
a 1:07 today.
still a little disappointed, but i shall say. i expected it.
erm, how should i put it.
i actually felt like a had a phobia of competitions, after so many failures.
so it's kinda hard for me to stand up again.

thinking of changing club to csc since this tgac isn't really beneficial to me in the sense that i do not put in effort during trainings.
plus csc's so much more convenient for me! it's only one busstop after parkwya, a few busstops from school (less than 5 i think).
however, that would me that i must be as dedicated as i was in sec 2. which is quite impossible in VIP.

that's why. i've officially concluded.
i think i do regret coming to VIP. yepp. it totally killed my passion for learning. and it destroyed my opportunities in sports. haha