I'm so scared / 3.3.10
I'm so scared.

Suddenly, i feel this rush of fear.
I fear of failing. I fear of disappointment.
I haven't studied well this time round, nothings getting absorbed, nothings getting done.
I really can't help but feel scared. I'm doing so much less than what i planned.
I'm doing so much less practices for physics, chem, math, and bio. (esp physics and math).
I'm cutting down my at least 7/8 compared to end of years.
I'm so afraid i won't be able to even pass, or meet the expectations of others.
I'm so afraid.

I'm so afraid things would go wayy wrong for LA and chinese.
I'm really have no idea how to do them.
And suddenly, review tests just appear in front of my half blind eyes, i have no clue how to solve the problem.
I can't stop frowning and worrying.

Lord, i need your strength. I need to place all my faith in you. Would you allow me to do so?