F**ked up / 23.3.10
Why do things never go right for me?
4 x 400m relay was okay. I was suppose to race in the IP category (only have to run 100m), but ended up being pushed to the JC 4 x 400m relay. came in second though, not bad :D
Then kinda rushed to training, only to find myself panting like shit for warmup. I really had no idea that a basic 400m 'sprint' (oh well, i think i did at least put in 95% effort) can cause me so much trouble. Gave up swimming halfway and told jiaolian that 'i cannot move already -- 教练，我游不动了。' HA. And guess what he did?! He made me continue swimming until training ended.

I was in a really foul mood cause competition's like a week away, and i'm still so far behind. I'm so fed up by all the problems (e.g WHOLE FRIGGIN BODY ACHE - AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHY IT'S SO BAD). Even Pinkett's much faster than me now, when i'm suppose to be at least her standard.

It really didn't help that today's training was such a disaster.

sometimes, i really wonder why i even bother training. why i even bother joining a sports cca.