A FAILURE... A FAILURE... A FAILURE... / 2.3.10
I've somewhat started revision, though it's very much off track. haha. Kinda failingggg terribly, and i don't know how to pull myself up. I've been facebooking, etc, doing everything else but studying. Plus, i really odn't know how to help my languages, looking at the rusty state it is in, i really feel like dropping dead on the floor or jumping down a 20 storey HDB building. That'll be the ultimatetum in my life thus far. haha.
Never being able to not studying is one of my personal trademarks up to age 15. that's all. Anything past 15 is nothing close to what i was before. yeah, so, don't expect anything for RTs yeah, i'm kinda dying here already.
Everyone's reading up on the bio and chem textbooks, while i've never really done so for any particular exam i've ever recalled. yeap. why don't i? because i don't haev time! Oh well, but i'm so glad that i'm just gonna enjoy myself without training for the next 2 weeks or so, and then i'm planning to head off to SSS to pop in on Pinkett and the rest to see how they're doing after not seeing them for 2 weeks. haha, so dead. One more month to ASEAN Cup, minus away 2 weeks for RT revision, i'm only left with 2 weeks to train for ASEAN Cup. Oh, i just realised so. OMG, why am i just a failure this year?
A FAILURE... A FAILURE... A FAILURE...