Wake up call. / 6.2.10
I just did a bio e quiz, and for the 1st try, i scored 11/20.
After the 2nd and last try, i scored 13/20.
Whereas cat scored 14/20.
I was always better than her in bio, and look at what just happened.
I'm so ashamed of myself.

13/20 is a freaking B3. It's unacceptable.
It's two grades below cat's A1.
Plus, it's 10% of CA1.
I needa buck up to pull my CA1 grades up.

Though i told cat that i'm not even bothered at all, i am.
okay? I AM.
It's truly a wake up call.
My bio's suffering now.
All that was tested in the e quiz was IP1 stuff, and i couldn't even manage.
How am i suppose to pass my IP2?

I should seriously start working on my attitude.
I'm still slacking away when i shouldn't.
I'm doing everything else but work.
I feel retarded and stupid.
I know i wanna do well, but i'm just so reluctant to work hard.
I need to start work tomorrow.
Really really soon.

I'm depressed.