My yellow teddy's getting old, it's hair is no longer made of gold. / 26.12.09
You never know when it’ll come to an end,
when people will start believing you as a friend.

Times like this will never last,
Everyday will just go past.

As we try to work hard every session,
our relationship strains, with every season.

You, my bestest “Deipnosophist”,
You, ceasing our dinner dates,
You, our perfectionist.

I've yet to thank those ppl who gave me christmas presents :D thank you so so much, 你的好意，我会报答的。哈哈哈。Or maybe i already have? By exchanging gifts. Yeah, but i really love my gifts this year, cause they're exactly what i want!

btw, i've got a new baby, mammie. Zhi Yan kor kor bought it for me, but we don't know what's this animal. At first sight, it looked like an owl. But it has whiskers and a tail, so yeah, he told me it's definitely a mammal. there you go, MAMMIE! Say goodbye to crocky! hahaha jk.

As for those few lines above, i really mean it.
Okay, sorry, my poem's a failure, i'm such a loserr.
But nevermind, you get that i'm feeling emo right??? okay, that's good!
Just wanna say that i'm really saying the truth, so don't doubt it.
Whatever i say may sound weird, or funny, or nonsensical, but there shouldn't be room for any questions.

Hmm, haven't been feeling best of sorts lately, been feeling tired, sickly, exhausted.
My asthma's back for the second time this holiday.
And today's morning training was real disaster, though i just laughed it off casually.
Been wheezing since wednesday, and had mild lao sai since wednesday. That's why i haven't been training at a satisfactory level. But nevermind, i'm just there to control my weight issue.
(Yeah, i can totally hit it off with problems man.)

P.S. i really mean it when i say so.