perfect opportunity to kill myself / 3.7.09
THE PERFECT OPPORTUNITY TO KILL MYSELF.

Teachers are bombarding emails into my inbox, i'm in a complete mess.
I shouldn't have wasted this whole week away.
That's not like me :(
How?

On a brighter note, i think i trained hard, right?
Hmm, 32.8s for 50m and 1:12 for 100m.
It's quite okay i guess.
But i was quite surprised.
Never knew i had that capacity.
OMG, i don't even know how to do the physics and math question!
Can i just like brahbrahbrah here?
ARGH, i need help yknow.
I need a nice older bro at home.
I'm jealous of well, Catherine, Jane and Dawn.
It's unfair!
How i wish an older bro will just poof right in front of me now.

I need to destress.
But i think i've given myself enough time to destress already, right?
Training everyday, isn't it enough?