Drained, Depressed, irritated, darn it. / 23.7.09
Well, read Jane's blog, and it really seemed like as if we had the same day.

There are so many reasons to be depressed about.

1. Indieventure. Oh forget it, it's over. It's retarded i tell you. I mean, since it's not graded, who would chiong for it?

2. Swimming. Nothing's going my way. I can't even swim fast. It's retarded. I can't stand it okay. I have to turn, and keep turning halfway, while others complete the full set. I felt like a retard.

3. Running. Invited to represent VJC next year. And i'm like "what?". Oh man, i really don't want to cross. But i want to bii, ;D Hopefully, i can. Stupid injuries.

4. $$$. Argh, responsibilities. I'm afraid i can't live up to samuel's expectations. According to him, the previous loan sharks didn't really do a good job.

5. Life. It's so miserable, don't you think? Actually, i was a lot happier during the 3 months of rest, cause i didn't really worry about stuff. I used the injured wrist as an excuse. How cool is that.

6. Time. Time is so limited. How i wish a day consists of 48 hrs. Then i get to do alot. Like what Denis said long time ago, he wants the day to be longer. Then he can taekwando, swim, study etc.. It's really something to worry about- time management.

7. My body. It's bizzare, i can't seem to be injury-free for goodness sake! WTH, i feel so pissed. And no matter how determined i am to train hard, nothing's going to come out productive until the injury's cured. :

8. Everything under the sky. I just feel like punching someone, or like throwing stuff, i think i'm losing control. ARGH.

EEK. :@:@::/: