Kay Lynn told Pinkette this in the midst of our main set. (referring to me)

"Ya, LAST time she's super fast."

It really woke me up.
你有没有发现，别人对你说的话，可能会无意中，变成你的动力呢？

对不起，突然很想用花文把感受表达出来。可能是因为飞轮海(fahrenheit)的部落都是用花文写的，而我也经常读他们的部落，所以就开始爱上了花文。

哈哈，我自己也觉得很意外，惊喜。

Hah, a short para for chinese, i realised i can't really express myself the way i want to in chinese. And i may not be saying what i'm thinking, according to the Saphir-Whorf's hypothesis, the Linguistic Determinism.

It woke me up. Literally.

I didn't realise how much i've deproved. I really had no idea that getting or climbing back up again is that difficult. And even if i'm upset about the previous' day's training, i can't really tell anyone in school, cause they wouldn't understand.

Everyone's standard answer would be: "aiya, you're very fit already."

No comments.
Sometimes, you would not realise that you miss someone, until she's not around. I miss Clara Poon being my classmate. She's my constant source of motivation. :O Don't be surprised.

Today's training was the worst, ever since i went back for training in TGAC.
Throughout the whole 2hrs, i reflected on my condition, how different i was compared to the previous years. How much my attitude have changed.

Although being "oh, nevermind lah" can be a good thing, i realised that it's not bringing me anywhere. Neither is slacking during trainings doing any good to me. I really need to start working hard, yknow. But it's not like i don't want to, my body just can't help but be injured. Take today for example, my arms were suffering.

Then, i wondered.
Is that just an excuse to swim slowly, or is it real?

I'm sure it's real pain, but perhaps, i could've overcomed it easily.

yknowwhat, maybe, i should just quit. I'm back to the same conclusion as last year.
The injury has been bugging me for one whole year. It's really getting onto my nerves.