Crazyy, i'm going crazyyyyy. / 15.4.09
Seriously, if i had a choice to turn back time and reject the VIP offer, i would.
I didn't think that things would be that bad. I always though that a little bit more effort in chinese could help things. But never did i expect to fail it in the second test! What if i fail in the 3rd, 4th and the other tests, will i ever be in VJC, will i be expelled? I don't want to embarrass myself by taking a retest. That is mortifying. Can, i, get back to where i was at this period? The glorious moments i had during April? Can i?

Geog was a total horror today. And i WILL, and CONFIRM will fail it. Trust me.