wtf. / 15.2.09
Dear heavenly father,
I just want to let you know more about how i am feeling, and i need your help. Things hasn't been going well for me since the start of the year. I've been lagging in my studies and i can't cope well with my chinese especially. For people like Weilin, who has no problem in the chinese homework would be nothing for her. But I can't even do a single question single-handedly! :( Hence, i pray that i will be able to have the willpower to work harder for my chinese, and also for every subject. I pray that lord, you will be able to bless me with the perseverence for the whole year. Also, my sports have been really horrible. My swimming is crazy because of my shoulder injury! And i just had a hip injury after yesterday's run. Please, oh please, tell me what's wrong with me? I really want to know. I want to change. I want to do well, Lord. Help me, please, Lord. I've been suffering from depression since, and my laughter have been fake, all this while. I pray that, Lord, you would be able to give me strength in whatever i do, and give me a chance to prove that i can still do it this year. I really need the strength lord, to be able to overcome this huge obstacle placed before me. I want to embrace every moment in my life, and remember it for the rest of my life, Lord. Please, i beg you, help. Love, Chloe.
Amen.